Winner of the William Hill Irish Sports Book of the Year Award 2006, this is the autobiography of the greatest defender of the 1980s and 90s. This is not just a football story, it is an extraordinary human story that is certain to surprise with its candour. 'Laceratingly honest ... remarkably unflinching' }Mail on Sunday Quite apart from his all too public struggle with alcoholism, the story runs through the surreal highs and calamitous lows of a life lived habitually on the edge of chaos. It is not just a football story.