A fourth installment of a five-part collection of previously unpublished poetic works by the influential contemporary American author of Pulp and Women offers insight into his views on mentoring, mortality, and the passage of time. Reprint. 20,000 first printing another comeback
climbing back up out of the ooze, out of
the thick black tar,
rising up again, a modern
Lazarus.
you're amazed at your good
fortune.
somehow you've had more
than your share of second
chances.
hell, accept it.
what you have, you have.
you walk and look in the bathroom
mirror
at an idiot's smile.
you know your luck.
some go down and never climb back up.
something is being kind to you.
you turn from the mirror and walk into the
world.
you find a chair, sit down, light a cigar.
back from a thousand wars
you look out from an open door into the silent
night.
Sibelius plays on the radio.
nothing has been lost or destroyed.
you blow smoke into the night,
tug at your right
ear.
baby, right now, you've got it
all. I live near the slaughterhouse and am ill with thriving.
come on in!
3
nothing but a scarf
4
literary chitchat
9
this machine is a fountain
11
200 years
12
residue
16
Coronado Street: 1954
19
a vision
20
cut-rate drugstore: 4:30 p.m.
22
you can't tell a turkey by its feathers
24
too early!
26
the green Cadillac
28
I'm not all-knowing but...
31
in the clubhouse
34
a famished orphan sits somewhere in the mind
35
form letter
36
first family
38
a real thing, a good woman
40
a child's bedtime story
42
working out in Hades
43
half-a-goldfish
45
lousy mail
47
from the Dept. of English
48
and poems have too
49
poets to the rescue
50
red hot mail
53
some personal thoughts
57
he's a dog
58
tremor
61
my Mexican buddy
63
strangers at the racetrack
65
will you tiptoe through the tulips with me?
67
the novel life
70
thanks for your help
72
I have continued regardless
74
balloons
77
moving toward the dark
79
the real thing
81
she looked at me and asked, did you? did you? did you?
on the cuff
85
alone again
89
fooling Marie (the poem)
91
the copulation blues
94
the faithful wife
96
once in a while
102
another high-roller
106
the fucking horses
107
hello there!
110
the fuck-master
111
my personal psychologist
113
jealousy
114
her guy
116
dead poet's wife
117
scrambled legs
119
endless love
121
down and out on the boardwalk
123
sex sister
128
to the ladies no longer here
131
the nude dancer
133
Ma Barker loves me
135
here we go again
139
do you believe that a man can be taught to write?
141
hail and farewell
143
weep
144
it's a lonely world of frightened people.
a note upon modern poesy
147
the end of an era
149
Paris in the spring
159
alone in this chair
163
talking about the poets
165
was Li Po wrong?
168
operator
170
a note from Hades in the mailbox
171
on the sunny banks of the university
172
vacation in Greece
174
the spill
176
the last salamander
179
learning the ropes
180
bombed away
181
the swimming pool will be going here
183
a bright boy
185
my turn
192
skinny-dipping
193
a close call
195
like a rock
197
the waitress at the yogurt shop
198
one out in the minor leagues
201
the little girls hissed
206
I dreamt
209
the old couple next door
211
men without women
213
the "Beats"
217
hurry slowly
220
hello and goodbye
222
I will never have a house in the valley with little stone men on the lawn.
don't call me, I'll call you
227
taking the 8 count
230
going going gone
232
this is where they come for what's left of your soul
235
hot night
236
the x-bum
238
something cares
240
my cats
242
6:30 a.m.
244
what I need
245
gender benders
246
after many nights
248
good morning, how are you?
250
a reader of my work
251
Sumatra Cum Laude
253
the disease of existence
255
another comeback
257
two nights before my 72nd birthday
258
have we come to this?
260
old poem
262
older
266
closing time
268
no leaders, please
270
everything hurts
271
husk
273
my song
274
cancer
275
blue
276
twilight musings
277
mind and heart
278